submit (easy for you to say)

submit, submit, submit.....................

i'll show you submit!

my flesh screams w/agony, like pulling muscle from bone

i can't submit. i won't submit.

do you know what it means to submit?

people can't be trusted

people will hurt you & abuse you

i've been there & done that w/the trust thing

easy for you to say, "stop whining, get over it, put it in the past".

i say, "stop being fake, you pretender"!

oh, Lord, teach me this new way of trusting people

help me to know submission in a good Light

i'm willing to submit & trust again

help me be submissive (healthily & willfully)

help me mean it/realize it/experience it - when it comes to the authority figures in my life

head knowledge & lip-service & pretending are no longer good enough

work in me & i'll keep myself available to You