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Thursday, October 6

lost (in someone or something)

have you ever been "lost" in someone or something? so involved that you lose yourself in the process? you repress/deny/& hide away who you are. maybe a high school sweetheart. maybe an activity? i had a girlfriend in high school (hi l.w.) that i "lost" myself in. the whole world revolved around her. i know i messed her up pretty good as well. i gave up friends & just about every healthy boundary you could think of.


lost (by the cure)







i can't find myself
i can't find myself
i can't find myself
i can't find myself
in the head of this stranger in love

holding on given up
to another under faded setting sun
and i wonder where i am...
could she run away with him?
so happy and so young
and i stare
as i sing in the lost voice of a stranger in love
out of time letting go

in another world that spins around for fun
and i wonder where i am...
could he ever ask her why?
so happy and so young...
and i stare... but...
i can't find myself
i can't find myself
i can't find myself
i can't find myself
in the heart of this stranger in love
holding on given up
to this other under faded setting sun
and i'm not sure where i am
would he really turn away?
so happy and so young...
and i stare...
as i play out the passion of a stranger in love
letting go of the time
in this other world that spins around for one
and i'm not sure where i am...
would she know it was a lie?
so happy and so young...
and i stare... but...
i can't find myself
i can't find myself
i can't find myself
i can't find myself
in the sould of this stranger in love
no control over one
to the other under faded setting sun
and i don't where i am...
should he beg her to forgive? '

so happy and so young...
and i stare...
as i live out the story of a stranger in love
waking up going on
in the other world that spins around undone
and i don't know where i am...
should she really say goodbye?
so happy and so young
and i stare... but...
i can't find myself
i can't find myself
ican't find myself
ican't find myself
i got lost in someone else.

10 comments:

georgia said...

Your poem makes me think of song lyrics--I enjoyed reading it.

digapigmy said...

the cure are great.

TimmyMac said...

Was that the Cure? I was going to ask you if that was a song and if you wrote it.

digapigmy said...

kind of like billy joe?

JayBird said...

eventually someone is going to talk about losing themself in someone or something. i just know it.

georgia said...

Losing oneself in someone or something: bad, bad, bad

Actually, to do that, one may not have a strong self-concept to begin with. No boundaries.

JayBird said...

exactamundo.

have you ever lost yourself in someone or something?

georgia said...

Yes, and when I did it was because of woundness/neediness/immaturity on my part.

JayBird said...

one of mine was a high school girlfriend. what was yours?

georgia said...

A series of business/friend relationships that weren't healthy.